So here I go, on a blogging adventure. I never really had the desired to share all of thoughts with complete strangers until recently. Why the sudden interest?? Well it's kinda a long story, so here's the semi short version.
My husband (Mr. Wonderful) and I have been married for 10 years and we have the most amazing 8 year old daughter, Doodle (obviously not her real name, but will be for the sake of blogging). We have been trying to conceive our second child for about the last 6 years, very unsuccessfully. I was diagnosed with PCOS (Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) about 6 months ago. I will save the details of that for another day, but it has left me with a lot of over-whelming feelings that I must share with someone, or I just might go crazy!!!
Feelings such as.........
anxiety......depression......loneliness.......frustration........anger........betrayal.......sorrow........resentment.....etc..
I am hoping that by blogging, I can relieve some of my own stress, and maybe even help others going through similar issues. I am on Facebook, but I don't share much on there because I don't like every one knowing my business. I am also on Babycenter.com, but even surrounded my so many others that share similar stories, I still feel like I can't be myself. What if someone doesn't agree, or like what I have to say, or thinks I'm wrong. That is the main reason why I decided to blog. If you don't like what I have to say, or don't want to hear me bitch...then don't read it!!!! It feels so liberating just typing that!!! Hahaha.....who knew this could be this much fun!!! And I just started.
Tomorrow I will start with my past....that should be fun!!
So....HERE GOES NOTHING!!!!
Haha, this is an awesome post. The whole, if you don't want to hear me bitch than don't read it... I feel the same exact way!!!!! It is awesome that you found a clinical trial to participate in.
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