Why not me???

So I was doing pretty well with the whole not being pregnant thing until.....I just logged onto Facebook and saw that my husbands ex just found out she is pregnant with her THIRD child....she separated from her husband last year and has been partying with GOD knows who and doing GOD knows what with them.... now she is pregnant!!!

Why is she pregnant and NOT me? Why does she deserve ANOTHER baby and NOT me?

I dunno...I guess I'm just having one of those days.....

CD 1.....Again!!

That's right...AF has arrived again.. blah!!  On the other hand, she came WITH OUT Provera, Metformin, or Clomid. Which means that I REALLY did O on my own!! That in it's self is good enough for today, right now in this moment. It means that I'm not pregnant, but at least my body is doing what it is supposed to do to get pregnant.

Next best gift for my Birthday!!

So today was my birthday.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! LOL!!!

Well, I didn't get the ultimate gift for my birthday, yet, but there is at least hope!!!
Three days ago I got a positive OPK!!!!!   With out Metformin, Provera, or Clomid!!!!!
I passed the test ALL BY MY SELF!!!!!

So...who knows..maybe in a couple of weeks I will get my BFP. That would be the ULTIMATE birthday gift!
I already got the next best thing!!

Needless to say, I had a wonderful day. It was very relaxing...Mr. Wonderful and Doodlebug cooked me breakfast and baked me a cake, my neighbors had us over for dinner and fixed a delicious meal.
I couldn't have asked for anything more than that.